|come walkin' over.
||[Mar. 30th, 2007|10:10 pm]
Indiana by the Meg and Dia Band is amazing.|
seriously, such a good song.
I don't know if I mentioned, but he said yes, for sure!
seriously, he hadn't said anything, but like five people had said he would say yes...
so like, thursday, everyone was like, "marygray, today is the day, ask him about it. seriously, do it!" and then chloe was trying to get me to go over to her lunch table to talk to them, and I knew that it was about him.
so before anatomy, I asked Chloe what she wanted at lunch and she said: I was trying to get Josh to say something about prom, but he got really mad at me. Seriously, you have to say something to him, he's too nervous to say anything, but he really wants to go with you.
so then, I was like, ahhfhhhahh! and all through latin, I was like, okay, when I see Josh next passing period, I'll just ask him.
anyway, he was walking across the field, and I saw emmy and I was like, I'M GUNNA DO IT!!! and then I saw Chloe, and Sable, and I was like: DON'T TALK TO ME! I HAVE TO TALK TO HIM! and Josh was lookin' pretty scared and like, wtf??
so I walked up to him and I was like....
him: I really want to go with you but (I was like AHHHH at this point) I just waited too long to say anything, and I felt like an ass.
me: seriously, it's okay, because I already KNEW, cause some people told me, but I just wanted to know from you.
him: yeah, I just felt weird cause I wanted to say soemthing, but I just waited too long.
me: I totally understand, it's okay, I just wanted to hear it from you, ya know?
him: It was just that I waited too long.
me: (all giggly and happy) it's okay, cause I know now. so...
then I was like, lookin' at him for a billion seconds, and then he hugged me, and Chloe and Emmy (who were both hiding behind a tree, lol) like flipped out and started screaming.
so I went up to emmy's room, and started like jumping up and down and hugging her and stuff.
then, we walked to biology, and after I dropped her off, I went to the library and talked to Graham
then, after school, Chloe sameup to me and was like, "SOOO???" and I told her what went down,
and she said, "Well, do you like him?" and I looked away and was like, "yeahhh" and she started screaming and getting all excited.
but like, before lunch on this very day, I felt sooooo shitty.
I found out that one of my greatest heros in art and in life does heroin, and I was so freaked out. I guess it was mostly just everything all built up and that was the straw that broke the camels back. then, I had like ten minutes of alone time, and I felt better. so I was able to be around people again.
this is such a long entry.
today was sami's birthday, so like, yay!